More songs and stuff,, I"m still working on it ,,, so bear with me.. Kirk

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Shes somewhere To the girl I love If you're out there i love you soo much You have no idea how much i think about you Every car ride every lunch break every movie, every tv show and i wonder soo bad, if i've ever seen you Maybe just at random,, And having no clue, If i only knew if i ever saw you Just out of chance at the mall or in a car passing by If only i knew, I would come and find you I be there soo fast my thoughts aren't fleeting either drifting off to sleep i want to see your face alot of them pass through my head maybe one of them is you are you thinking the same thing for me looking around every corner wanting soo much not to care but caring all the more each and every day I dress up for you I want to look the best for the one i love You're everything that i've wanted Maybe its just not time yet But I long for you more than i ever have Everytime I answer the phone Everytime I open the mailbox I pray that its going to be you My love is growing for you.. But to know that we have a future together To know that soon this void will be filled I wonder if I'll see you tomorrow when I go out If you'll walk by and I won't even see you To know that you may have been that close to me at any moment, it blows my mind I wonder if I should turn around just a second earlier each time to perhaps catch a glimps,, a glimps of what though?? to catch a glimps of perfection, a glimps of stunning beauty a glimps of the most interesting, fantastic person I will ever meet A glimps of the future of the rest of my life, of the many anticipated years ahead when we will be soo in love A glimps of the eyes i will be lost in ,, in that final moment when I say "I do" A glimps of that final moment... Yes! or will i be to lost in thoughts of self pity,, Only in missing you,, When my love is passing by only inches away,, You and I are held apart only by time My love will conquer time and this i know, As each day passes my love for you doubles There is no power,, including time and fate That could ever keep my from you I would die for you in a second I swear even the worst death you can think of I would have to die a thousand time just to begin to show the amout I love you There is no way i can explain it No words could ever do justice. I can feel the love though In every breath its in me I can feel it in my chest and when i walk..... I want to scream it out soo loud! and yet i don't know your name.. or do i?? This hope of love I cling to I could care less what people think because all I care about is you I know you are the only person who will understand The only person that really makes sense to me A person soo radiant with the love of God it will help me be the person I want to be. And for that I love you more than I could ever show you with mere words or actions,,, Just know that it is true, that my love for you is soo great I dare say that greatest love ever known to you I know it will be and you I will always cherish this note could never do justice to the love I have for you nothing ever will,, but the rest of my life will be dedicated to showing you as much of this love as I possibly can I swear until my last breath my every thought will be of you, and every word and action will bear the existence of this unexplainable Love I have for you,, Know always my heart is yours, I love you Kirk
kiddlings Whats up with kids and growing up? Whats the deal with all this girl stuff What happened to being young And never thinking just having fun Was that such a heinous crime When we never thought of passing time Just swimming ,, playing basketball So easy to get through it all Was that such a heinous crime We’re playing 4 square in the lines Mom would call us in for lemonade And we never thought about getting paid Whats up with kids and growing up? Whats the deal with this 9 to 5 junk What happened to baking in the sand box Or finding out what was under rocks When there were no girls allowed
Everquenching Water water of life quenches my soul lord it is you that makes me whole though i may fall still run away that doesn't stop you from calling my name this day i turn run into your arms i'm soo sorry lord i admit i was wrong i need you to teach me i need you to lead me jesus,, jesus
Heres some thought I Had the other day: what will it be will i give all i've got will i just skate along when i was young i don't know what i thought about nothing much i don't think here was nothing to stress no reason to hurt life worked itself out it wasn't my job,, the untackleable task alot of times i can deal I feel sooo alone I guess i forget about God But i swear that I don't cuz thats just not it cuz Gods all I need,, But its different then that its not like i'm sad crying myself to sleep Just something i need Or maybe just want whatever it is sometimes i wish i could just turn it off I don't want something fake though i see it soo much when I know it won't last Its like whats the point I mean who wants to be with someone thats dumb its seriously soo stupid thats what makes me the most mad are people this blind,, or is it me that can't see i guess there must be worth in every person I pray God will open my eyes cuz its not like i hate people,, I love them alot, when people deserve more why would they settle for less?? I'll tell you why , its called being desperate desperation grows like poisonous gas its deadly and quick but most of all unnoticed then something brass comes along but we take it as Gold I guess brass to me is gold to someone else Email Kirkis
Never Do Off the hook once again, you said you were tired but now you're out with your friends i thought i was admired but i guess that time expired.. last time wasted breath,, my words fall on deaf ears stinging hurt,, i hope you see my tears Getting out,, from under your deciet Moving on,, to find my love,, the only one for me you wouldn't do yes i saw through your hurtful games each stupid phrase you wouldn't do yes i saw through your perfect hair that vicious stare you'd never do sure theres more you won't wait long you'll break his heart then you'll be gone cuz this superficial you it will never do
Sorry to you I wanna say I’m sorry and now I understand I hope when this is over you’ll still wanna hold my hand I didn’t mean to say what I said that day I hope you forgive me at least this is what I pray Words that I’ve spoken, ways that I’ve made you feel Do you still love me or have I lost all appeal When it hurts so badly you don’t know what to do And I’m sorry for all that I’ve put you through When in heated argument I blow off steam I didn’t think about what I said what did It mean I know that I was wrong and I’m sorry But this can’t be the end of you and me Cuz when you love someone this much, you’ll fight forever And when I say that I’m trying , does that make it better Do you see all the worth that,, that I see in you I know we can make it,,, we can make it through
Raining straight raining down on this tiny town candle light keeps me company i think of her when shes not with me this stormy weather always gets me thinkin about her Was it the way she walked, or the way she talked Or the way she made me feel and i'm torn,, when i'm still in love with you the rules not holding true cuz you're out of sight, but you've never been out of my mind I'm waiting,, and i'm listening hard To make sense of it all when your voice is soo soft i know you're not afar off cuz i'm wondering and pondering will it be a future of us,, when the futures unknown this questions soo loud,, but the answer lies quietly in time